I almost forgot I had this blog. It's actually been nearly a year since I've posted on here. It's not that I haven't been writing or documenting, I've simply diverted my attention to other outlets. A more personal journal is kept, and hopefully will never be exposed. A new space has been designed to record contents which are more relevant to my life.
Life has been good. 2014 went by like an arrow. I graduated. Now I'm soon to start work.
I had extreme anxiety over December and early January over searching for a job. Looking back, it really wasn't that bad and I am actually starting to get sad my 'holiday' is about to end. It's always funny how we always want what we can't have.
Recently I finally had enough courage to cut out the most toxic person in my life. It was at least 8 months of torture. Self-inflicted for the most of it. Now that I welcome another source of worry into my life, I only have myself to blame when my mind starts racing.
More and more I understand myself. More and more I feel my values and beliefs grow. I'm fed up with living in a lie and living a life that's built on lies. This is all very fragile, and I know it will break any time soon. Expectations can hurt people, and mostly, it can really hurt yourself.
As I await the start of my professional life, I am once again navigating the rough waters of dating and relationships.
- Daniel
