Another year has passed. Time really seems to be passing by before you can grab a hold on it. Every year, you make new new year's resolution, but do you really do it?
This is another one of those years that has just flown by so quickly. However, life always seems to come a full circle without you trying to do it. I remember at the start of this year, the anxiety, the fear, the excitement, and the hopes I had for this year.
Life is a journey and we have to find ourselves everyday. Every party comes to an end at some time. I keep telling myself to not invest so much emotions into certain events, or certain periods of time, or certain someone, or certain people, yet I constantly find myself in the same situation again. When fun times end, what's meant to come next?
It's Christmas time and certainly a very joyful occasion. This time of the year is for everyone to forgive, forget, apologise, be thankful, be open minded to new beginnings and most importantly, to have fun. My heart feels warm having so many people over. It's my first big Christmas party. I never wanted this to end. I wish this could go on forever, but it just can't. Anyhow, it was fun while it lasted.
It's the end of the year, and I have two more years to go for my degree before I step out into the real world. From time to time, I always want to exit as quickly as I can and stand on my own two feet, however the thought of it is actually very scary. A friend of mine has now graduated and will soon be in the working force soon. I wonder how much he is going to miss the life of being a student.
What's next year going to be? How am I going to improve myself even more?
Sometimes you are too busy with trying to get through life you forget to look back and evaluate your own behaviour and your current situation.
Merry Christmas and stay safe!
