Sometimes life is so busy and moving forward so fast you don't even have time to stop and reflect on everything.
Maybe we are all at that point in life right now. Maybe most of us will feel that way one day. Maybe a few of us will never understand the feeling.
Things have happened so fast, I've completely lost my feelings for a lot of things. Whatever happened between us is just the past now. I'm trying to focus on now, except I've lost a bit of direction. I know I'll find that direction back, but I want to thank you for the lessons you've taught me.
Now. It's hard to really know who you are, what kind of person you really are, what you really want in life, or if you are really happy. You start to kind of realise who your real friends are, and who just want to call you when there's a party. You are at a place you never thought you'd be at except you have to accept that you are there. But you think to yourself, do I really belong here? What am I doing here? This isn't where I envisioned myself to be 10 years ago. You wonder if whatever you're doing in life is really what you want to do.
I've been waiting for something. However, that something is also unknown to me. Are you out there? Is it out there?
I may be lost as well, but I know a lot of the people around me are feeling the same. We are all lost kids trying to find our way around this big dangerous world.
