Life gets back at you before you know it.
it's not unusual that this feeling presents itself once in a while. Sure it's normal, but the way it develops is not. It's the same pattern again. It's been the same pattern for way too many times now.
It's never been a good pattern.
It's never been safe.
It's never lead to anything.
Yet, I find myself at the same crossroads, probably having to make decisions soon. Why do I do that to myself? I know it would be dangerous from the start. I know it'll probably be a battle that will never be won. I know I am playing with fire. Yet, I see past all that, and irrationally behave.
I guess all I want is just that one miracle.
Probably never gonna happen.
People usually need to learn things the hard way before they can change. Come on, get back at me the hard way. Maybe this time that will install some sense into my mind.
Consider please?
-Daniel
