Sometimes the hardest part in life is to always stay truthful to yourself.
I would be lying if I said I don't miss you.
I would be lying if I said I don't love you anymore.
I would be lying if I said I've forgotten all the good times we've had together.
I would be lying if I said I can't remember that feeling when we kissed for the first time.
I would be lying if I said I've completely gotten over you.
I would be lying if I said I hate you.
I would be lying if I said I have no regrets.
I would be lying if I said I am happier without you.
Truth is, I miss you.
I still love you.
I remember every single second we spent together.
I remember that feeling when we kissed the first time.
I still can't get over you.
I never hated you for what you did to me.
I have millions of regrets.
I am miserable without you.
Sometimes life isn't about getting all the things you want, but it's about letting go of the things that you want most, or the one you want most, and watch them be happy.
I may appear to be okay, but deep down, I don't know what to do.
However, I would be happy to see that you're happy.
I know 'I miss you', 'I love you' from me all means nothing to you anymore.
Those letters we have exchanged may mean nothing to you anymore.
The few times we talked on the phone may mean nothing to you anymore.
Those few moments we've shared with each other may mean nothing to you anymore.
But I want you to know, they still mean everything to me.
We may not feel the same about each other anymore, but I am still in love with that wonderful, cheerful and cute girl I met 5 months ago.
The hardest part, after all this, is for me to be honest to myself.
It's over.
-Daniel
